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Sunday, September 23, 2007


Many people have asked me why I take so long to update a chapter for my fanfics.

I guess it is time I settle down and properly answer the neglected question.

I write only when inspiration grabs me by my feet and tug hard. Any other time and should you force me to write, I am capable of staring at the blank screen for hours straight on.

I need the right kind of atmosphere and the words to flow out of me for me to be able to write a story and not feel the urge to destroy the whole piece after I am done.

I thrive writing humour fics, and detest writing angst. Yet, I find myself doing the latter so often.

When I write, I immerse myself into the character I am portraying. I feel the angst, the gut-wrenching sadness they feel, the feelings that they want to express and the hopeless frustration. It takes effort to extricate myself from the binds of make-believe later, and many times, I return to the real world haunted by these vestiges of feelings I weave for these imaginary characters.

I tend to write happy endings because I know if I do a tragedy, I would feel out of sorts for the days to come.

I think I am abnormal. Or entirely too sensitive.







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