There are somethings that shouldn't be said, shouldn't be done.
I am glad I managed to somewhat rein in what I REALLY wanted to say, to shout even. It would have worsen things.
Warning, excessive ranting ahead.
You.
Frustration is a hard feeling to bear. Maybe crying was the best mode to get rid of it.
You are the one person I have allowed so near to my heart. Only one. and maybe that is why it is so much harder to bear
I had been face to face with you when it happened, I dont know what I would have done. Probably hit you across the face. Probably.
Yell at you for being so stupidly childish.
For being so stubborn.
But I stayed, stood there talking to you, even though I know my words were falling on deaf ears. How can someone bent on being angry ever listen?
I stayed. Because you were someone to me. I stayed, because people were counting on me to change your decision. So many of them. Asking me. Pleading. Do you know how awful it felt when you expelled everyone? For that instant, it became my fault. Because I failed to convince you. Because I failed to make you listen. And I am suppose to be the person whom you claim to be ready to do anything for.
Were the promises lies?
'You broke our promise.' Your very own words. But you took what I gave and trampled over it.
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At least, it is all over.
And, I can smile and laugh at the absurdity of it all. PIXELS.
LOL, I can't believe I actually said "I got say you can sit here mehs?" to him when he moved over to sit beside me. HAHA. I was so mean.
There are somethings that shouldn't be said, shouldn't be done.
I am glad I managed to somewhat rein in what I REALLY wanted to say, to shout even. It would have worsen things.
Warning, excessive ranting ahead.
You.
Frustration is a hard feeling to bear. Maybe crying was the best mode to get rid of it.
You are the one person I have allowed so near to my heart. Only one. and maybe that is why it is so much harder to bear
I had been face to face with you when it happened, I dont know what I would have done. Probably hit you across the face. Probably.
Yell at you for being so stupidly childish.
For being so stubborn.
But I stayed, stood there talking to you, even though I know my words were falling on deaf ears. How can someone bent on being angry ever listen?
I stayed. Because you were someone to me. I stayed, because people were counting on me to change your decision. So many of them. Asking me. Pleading. Do you know how awful it felt when you expelled everyone? For that instant, it became my fault. Because I failed to convince you. Because I failed to make you listen. And I am suppose to be the person whom you claim to be ready to do anything for.
Were the promises lies?
'You broke our promise.' Your very own words. But you took what I gave and trampled over it.
-
At least, it is all over.
And, I can smile and laugh at the absurdity of it all. PIXELS.
LOL, I can't believe I actually said "I got say you can sit here mehs?" to him when he moved over to sit beside me. HAHA. I was so mean.
currently 20 of age
white is her favourite color
pastries and cakes are her love
a born slacker
who has no qualms about lazing the entire day away. SMILES.
optimist and idealist
loves the piano and soothing music
is blessed because of her loving friends and family whom are able to bear with her weirdness HAHA
"being happy takes less effort than getting angry at someone, so whyever not just be happy?
and you told me. 20thapril2008
