What we both fell in love with, was the false image out minds conjured up; the perfect person we wanted. never the real person beneath it, we never managed to see, didnt want to see.
i loved pretending i was the center of your world. i wanted so badly for it to be so, i believed it. all the pretty words.
it was a beautifully superficial relationship with all its ugly scars just below the surface. a farce.
its hard to break out of the imaginery that i have conjured up so willingly around me. words and advice can only do so much for an instant.
time. time will heal. its been too long. its time to let go, completely.
please wake up. and stop hanging on to that image of him that was never to be.
What we both fell in love with, was the false image out minds conjured up; the perfect person we wanted. never the real person beneath it, we never managed to see, didnt want to see.
i loved pretending i was the center of your world. i wanted so badly for it to be so, i believed it. all the pretty words.
it was a beautifully superficial relationship with all its ugly scars just below the surface. a farce.
its hard to break out of the imaginery that i have conjured up so willingly around me. words and advice can only do so much for an instant.
time. time will heal. its been too long. its time to let go, completely.
please wake up. and stop hanging on to that image of him that was never to be.
currently 20 of age
white is her favourite color
pastries and cakes are her love
a born slacker
who has no qualms about lazing the entire day away. SMILES.
optimist and idealist
loves the piano and soothing music
is blessed because of her loving friends and family whom are able to bear with her weirdness HAHA
"being happy takes less effort than getting angry at someone, so whyever not just be happy?
