the feelings whenever i do ever think of him has dulled significantly. still do dream occasionally about him. hmmmmms. but only fleeting images. and lets just say, i no longer think of him as that idealised him. i would love for a dreamless sleep someday.
5 more days to the 11th. never ever thought we would never make it past the 7 months mark, but well, i guess, it would have been prolonged pain in a sense.
hmmmmmmmmmm.
today's weather was amazing LOL. good for napping in. glad that i need not have to meet zhi hao to pei him pick up his uniform today, but at the same time, was quite shocked to hear that he was sick.
went with sou instead to plaza singapura AFTER she managed to drag me awake. :D the night before and this morning was spent at kbox with sou and chao aka xiao chen zi aka lamp post aka shuai mei nu aka cao ge. yeps. HE CAN SING HAHAHAHAH :D
missed ling though. hahahahaha
deciding on where to go tomorrow. either esplanade i guess, or the airport with my parents. or maybe. i should just opt to pig at home the whole whoooolllleeeeeeeeee day :D
after all, monday is a sad sad day. School days are always the saddest after the hols.
the feelings whenever i do ever think of him has dulled significantly. still do dream occasionally about him. hmmmmms. but only fleeting images. and lets just say, i no longer think of him as that idealised him. i would love for a dreamless sleep someday.
5 more days to the 11th. never ever thought we would never make it past the 7 months mark, but well, i guess, it would have been prolonged pain in a sense.
hmmmmmmmmmm.
today's weather was amazing LOL. good for napping in. glad that i need not have to meet zhi hao to pei him pick up his uniform today, but at the same time, was quite shocked to hear that he was sick.
went with sou instead to plaza singapura AFTER she managed to drag me awake. :D the night before and this morning was spent at kbox with sou and chao aka xiao chen zi aka lamp post aka shuai mei nu aka cao ge. yeps. HE CAN SING HAHAHAHAH :D
missed ling though. hahahahaha
deciding on where to go tomorrow. either esplanade i guess, or the airport with my parents. or maybe. i should just opt to pig at home the whole whoooolllleeeeeeeeee day :D
after all, monday is a sad sad day. School days are always the saddest after the hols.
currently 20 of age
white is her favourite color
pastries and cakes are her love
a born slacker
who has no qualms about lazing the entire day away. SMILES.
optimist and idealist
loves the piano and soothing music
is blessed because of her loving friends and family whom are able to bear with her weirdness HAHA
"being happy takes less effort than getting angry at someone, so whyever not just be happy?
sometime later
